words of wisdom

So so so….
University life is going well so far….
So far i only had oen assignment to hand in other than that nothing complex is going on…..everythign is kinda review from grade 12 but the Profs are doing them so fast that you never knwo when they end up doing hard stuff… I just talk to random people who sit beside me other than that I ve not made good friends….I dont like to use the word “friends”…but let it it be that way for now…
There are alot of extra curricular stuff going around campus that I would love to join! But they are so many that i dont know which to choose…and also i am restricting my self from getting involved in too many activities…

The other day out of no where I had sudden thoughts about my trip to Sri Lanka… I dont knwo what made me think of it so suddenly but when the thoughts came I really felt sad and I really missed my home land… I dont knwo…there is something about it that i dont find anywhere else in the world…the people….the culture…my friends out there….the food… the lifestyle..everything is so special there and I truly miss it…. When I was thinking deeply about these feelings it just made me cry…it just made me to wanna go back in that moment it self… I felt why is canada so far away form my homeland.,,,why cannot Sri lanka be like united states where u can go every weekend! why why oh why?!!!
When these thoughts became so intense i just went online and listened some songs which gave me the feel of my home land…. and i felt a little better…
I thought again…why am I in Canada? if the war hadnt ever been in srilanka why would i be here?
If there was good schooling and a good quality of life everythign would have been perfect…..the war destroyed it all! war is such a fucking enemy to me…
I made up my mind,,,,, when I m in a steady job i want to visit srilanka every year…If i can even twice a year… I wanna house there where i can live when i retire…I just wanna die in my homeland! And also I want to do alot of service to my country…I want to give 100% to country which bore me, sri lanka and to the country who made me to a man, canada
Just random thoughts….I really felt like writing it! It does really feel good when u talk about your love! your mother land! sorry for the crappy picture below!