Another boring week!
October 17, 2005I havent written anything for two weeks now becuase there wasnt anythign special going on in my life… It was just going to universioty in the morning, going to swim at lunch, eating…then again lectures then comming home…taking a nap if i can and then just doing my homework…
I dont knwow lectures are so boring… They are so theoretical and they make me asleep.. if u go to math or chem or any other course its just deriving freaking millions of equations and just substituting in them.. its simply boring… I just want some excitement…some stimulation…some activeness than just sititng there for a 50 minutes and writing a 50 minute test or exam…
Seriously University needs to bring some energy into lectures…. i hate these deriving equations and memorising them for the exam…i want to know why we use them…whats the application in real life… and the whole purpose of doing it than just memorising and writing an exam..
I dont know sometimes I think whether University was a wrong choice… not becuase of the challenge level but becuase i am not excited about it…its not makign me feel that i should go there everday….
anyways I watched the Hindi actor Sharukh Khans latest documentary named the Inner and Outer Life of Sharukh Khan and i was really thrilled by it… I saw part of me in him… his thoughts…his beliefs…not that i am saying that i am a super hero and a huge star but his principles and all were similar to mine…also the other day I accidently tuned into the Oprah show and there was an interview with Jay Leno…He too had some parts of me …and it was very interesting to watch them.. atlast somebody having my kinda qualities and my kinda thoughts and principles… I am not a guy with sexy looks and a muscular body and sportive and doing the typical guy stuff… i am quite unique or different in my opinion… but when i saw those two’s interviews i had a releif that atleast someone is like me and is successful.. All these days i was thinking that becuase i am not the typical guy i will be not be able to survive the modern society but now i have hope! I feel good about it…
Even when u see your surroundings a girl is always with a typical guy than a UNique or different guy… or people who are succesful are typical than unique.. even in jobs…u have to be that sportive and well built guy than a nerdy type one like me!
anyways just some thoughts that went through my mind!
please give some opinions on what u think!
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