words of wisdom

Well well well…. I think the tamil new year hasnt brought me any luck what so ever since I am totally struggling with my exams….. I am done with two exams now which were Calculus and C programing and I think if I pass Calc that would be nothing but a pure miracle! For some reason I have no desire to study my ass off as I used to be in highschool…. Everything seems so boring and dull and its like experiencing hell on earth! These days I am also wondering whether I fit into engineering too… But when I inquired the upper years regarding my feelings they started to laugh at me and they said thats exactly how you should feel in your first year! and theyve gone through it as well…. Well let me see one more semester so the results of these exams and think abotu changing…but convincing my parents that I want to change my degree to something else does take a lot of energy, temper control and protests! Anyways lets see how the other exams are gonna be…

The other thing is I havent got a summer job yet! Damn! this is the only year that I have applied for so many places but I havent got a single job… But Ive got enough emails saying we are really sorry and crap and a letter with so much professionalism saying the same shit…
Everywhere its simply influence…Its not about giving every one a chance… If your parent or relative is in that company voila you have that job no matter what kinda person you are… I thought this was only in 3rd world countries but in Canada as well? Surprising!… If this is the case I dont knwo why they spend their time and money advertising and asking for all sorts of dumb ass qualifications when they dont even care when they hire soemone from influence….

So therefor you can see life sucks for me at the moment…Ive never felt so down in my life ever! I dont know University has jinxed me or soemthing? Becuase I am experiencing this after going to U of T…. Damn Damn Damn,,,,,,,

Anyways found this cool link from Stephanie’s Blog about building a house… Actually what they said about me was quite true i thought…. This is what they told me:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you’ve drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don’t see you as a flirt. You don’t think much about yourself.

Anyways you guys could build your houses too through this link: >>>>>

anyways thats it! Atleast you guys have fun! Ciya Later!<>

Anbu Poliya,Ahangal mahila,vazhvu selika,pirakum viya varudam ungaluku sirapaha amaya vaalthukal!

So last Tuesday was the Chemical Engineering students talent show which showcased talent from only the chemical engineering department of U of T in order to fundraise for UNICEF. I never thought I would be even part of this but everything happened so quickly and amazingly that now I am very proud of my self bcoz I was part of it.

First it was just our class rep who announced about an upcomming talent show…I was interested but felt shy and just forgot about it….then the announcement came again this time they gave an email address to register your self or to send in any questions…. Now I really wanted to participate in it but the problem was I couldnt find anyone who can sing Indian songs with me…no one from first yera….there you go the email for the rescue….I sent in an email and I got the reply immediately saying that some third year students were interested in doing it…. I contacted them and voila! we now had a 2 women one man group!

Now the next few days that lead upto the talent show were crazy! Hectic! First we coudnt Karaoke the songs we selected by our selves and everybody who we asked either said something weird or they completely didnt know what we were talking about….Now it was sunday and the show was on Tuesday…. No music…No practice no nothing…A girl called Janani who was in our group said ok I am gonna hunt every single Indian music store in Toronto…And there she went and came with good news that she found these music after a hectic search! Wow!

Now practice…That week was a very bad week…bcoz I had tests and alot fo assignments due that week including a presentation while the other two had similar stuff to attend too… on monday we met up at Deepikas place and it was about 3 hours of non stop practice….In my mind it was all about singing and also preparing my self for all those work I had to submit…

Tuesday! I had a MSE test which I did extremely bad…but who cares…But everythgin turned out so exciting after the performance! It was an amazing performance and a great talent show altogether….never expected chem engineers to be so talented! A guy named John Pratap Matthews who organized this show did many programs…He could sing…PLay the drums….the electric organ and the guitar! Wow….And the Indian dance at the end was sooooooo good with the Punjabi Bangara mix in it! We felt a bit weird after our performance becoz the audience seemed a bit lost in our performance but it seems we rocked! We saw people dancing when we were performing…oh my god! Thanks Janani and Deepika for giving me so much confidence or I would have been shivering on stage! Oh this si the first time I sang on stage with a mic and I had a solo too! heheheh! I am very proud of my self….I want to do more shows like this in future!

Rules: people who get tagged need to write a blog entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I simply hate when people have a gf/bf just for the sake of popularity or to be held up high in the society. Love is not a popularity contest.

2. I always like to sing so loud when no body is at home. Its simply a wonderful feeling!

3. I love to sleep very late especially on Fridays and Saturdays.

4. I really love when it heavily rains and it feels a bit cold especially on a friday( or any day). For some reason I never have a bad mood on such a day!

5. Cant stand people who dont do any work but simply complain about other peoples hard work!

Next 5 people who got to do it are: Sathya, Janisa, Stephanie, Cant think of anybody else….so anybody who reads this!

Well I havent updated this thing in a while since there isnt anythign worthwhile to write… I have been busy with my pump project, workspace design and other assignments therefore I didnt feel like updating it as often….

Tuesday is the Chem Talent show…. Ill give an update on it on wednesday! Until that…Kudos!