3 Weeks of Hell and Still more to come!
April 24, 2006Well well well…. I think the tamil new year hasnt brought me any luck what so ever since I am totally struggling with my exams….. I am done with two exams now which were Calculus and C programing and I think if I pass Calc that would be nothing but a pure miracle! For some reason I have no desire to study my ass off as I used to be in highschool…. Everything seems so boring and dull and its like experiencing hell on earth! These days I am also wondering whether I fit into engineering too… But when I inquired the upper years regarding my feelings they started to laugh at me and they said thats exactly how you should feel in your first year! and theyve gone through it as well…. Well let me see one more semester so the results of these exams and think abotu changing…but convincing my parents that I want to change my degree to something else does take a lot of energy, temper control and protests! Anyways lets see how the other exams are gonna be…
The other thing is I havent got a summer job yet! Damn! this is the only year that I have applied for so many places but I havent got a single job… But Ive got enough emails saying we are really sorry and crap and a letter with so much professionalism saying the same shit…
Everywhere its simply influence…Its not about giving every one a chance… If your parent or relative is in that company voila you have that job no matter what kinda person you are… I thought this was only in 3rd world countries but in Canada as well? Surprising!… If this is the case I dont knwo why they spend their time and money advertising and asking for all sorts of dumb ass qualifications when they dont even care when they hire soemone from influence….
So therefor you can see life sucks for me at the moment…Ive never felt so down in my life ever! I dont know University has jinxed me or soemthing? Becuase I am experiencing this after going to U of T…. Damn Damn Damn,,,,,,,
Anyways found this cool link from Stephanie’s Blog about building a house… Actually what they said about me was quite true i thought…. This is what they told me:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you’ve drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It’s difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don’t see you as a flirt. You don’t think much about yourself.
Anyways you guys could build your houses too through this link: >>>>>
anyways thats it! Atleast you guys have fun! Ciya Later!<>
