words of wisdom

Haha! Atlast something to call as a Summer Job… Two months of job searching just ended me onto Gap..I never expected I would be working here….I was just visiting STC as usualy when my mum told me why dont you just try gap and filled in the application and one week later I was called for a interview… The interview was actually a fun event… Two people marking on us and taking notes while 5 people are been interviewed at the same time… It was a new experience… the questions were kinda interesting but at last it gave me a job… The hours are not hectic but yeah theres alot to learn since this is my first retail experience….

I have worked two shifts already first one consisted of only stocking in and out and just arranging the store my second shift consisted of actually doing sales which was freaking me out at first but ended up pretty well! I did make some mistales…but hey I am new commer so bare with me…

Some customers are really funny…but some dont even smile at you when they are been greeted…But If I ignore them for that the manager comes running to me saying you have to look after the customer….grr…thats what pisses me off… but well lets see how things are going….

On another note I htink California is the most luckiest place on this whole wide earth! You know why? My Fav ace composer ARRahman has had many appearances alreayd just to that place and Its pissing me off! seriously…why doesnt he ever come to Toronto! I am saving money to attend his show when ti takes place in Toronto but till now nothign is scheduled…. But Los angels and alll the parts of California are getting a rain of him! Soooo unfair!

I did some photo shoot of my self….just experimenting gangster looks….Just being brown for a bit…lol…not that I am saying all borwn people are gansgters….but most of them in Toronto are brown! Ill post them soon…until then Hello Madam can I help you? lol
ceeya

I have a serious problem with this world! You guys must be thinking I am jobless finding faults with the world since my last post was also dealing with a social issue. But no for some reason I feel someone has to talk about it or else why do I need to complain about it?

Well this concern is about maintaining one’s individuality! That has become a serious problem atleast in my life…..Its seems very hard to be your self these days… You cant do what you like, you cannot dress the way you want, u cannot choose courses the way you want..you cannot have thoughts for your self….cannot have your own opinion….cannot lead your own suitable lifestyle! it just sucks!
I thoguht this was only a problem in Sri Lanka and thought since its a developign country these kinda minor matters are overlooked and peopel expect you to be someone they want u to be more than what you want to be.

But nooooooo its not only srilanka… But its a universal problem thats happening mostly among teenagers and youth in their early 20’s…

For the past few months especially the last two I couldnt take it anymore… People are been so picky on hwo I am and are giving irritating comment to change to someone I am not! I am not likign it at all!
Ive been said I have to change my hairstyle…I have to get a freakign gf….I need to wear baggy pants and look cool…I need to get ultra modern sunglasses and look cool… I have to talk cool with the cool accent…I need to do stuff that attract girls…i have to do this that I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE! PLEASE FOR GODS SAKES!

Cant I be freaking me! Well there is a difference between adapting to the modern society and changing ancient beleifs which dont suit nowadays and live happy and to change your personality compltely.. Why the hell should I change my personality? Cant I be PARTHIBAN!
If i change my opinions and my style and become someone and wear earrings and look cool and just go behind girls its not me! It acting someone elses part and I dont wanna do it!

I dont want a freaking girl friend now.. I like to take my time…but above all they want me to even experiment sex! GOD HELP ME! I simply dont get thsi world…

Why cant oen freaking idiot like me whos not bothering peopel and just doing his thing maintain his freaking personality and be me! Why do I need to copy someone else?

People should maintain who they are and be happy with it! Theres no use being someone else showing off…gettign a gf for getting status and just having sex….If thsi is the thing portrayed everywhere and you guys are so foolish to just absorb it and change your self thats so pathetic and I do feel sorry for you guys!

So guys Please Please just be your freakign self or else we wouldnt have a 6 billion population in this world with 6 billion different faces and smiles! 6 billion population should have 6 different personalities maintaining their uniqueness…

So please atleast if you dont wanna do it just keep quiet and mind your own business! stop changing other people into who they are not!