words of wisdom

I got tagged by Sophie! so ive got to do it….[Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs. Here are 8 things you may not know about me:]

1. These days I dont feel hungry during the mornings. I hardly eat breakfast eventhough its the most important meal of the day!

2. I hate people who follow others in dressing styles, general opinions and such. I want people to have their own individuality and uniqueness in what ever they do. Be yourself!

3. I am hoping to go to srilanka next summer no matter what. I miss my friends so much I have to meet them.

4. Today I basically fell asleep in all three important lectures of the day. Process engineering, Fluid Mechanics and Inorganic Chemistry. Man do Profs know to teach?

5. For the past few months I have been giving alot of dating and relaitonship advice. This really surprises me since I havent dated even once! lol and it seems to workout well with my friends and they keep on comming back askign for more and I give more as well…its quite enjoyable too…Well now I knwo what to do when engineering doesnt workout! lol

6. Ive started to like alot of Classic tamil songs lately. Mostly form the 1950’s and 1960’s I am simply enjoying them.

7. I havent started any of the assignments due this week ro started studying for any quizes this week. I have to do economics, Fluids, Process and the Chem lab! lol I am mostly productive when I am stressed! and I lvoe it

8. I am completely addicted to this Sri Lankan forum www.clublk.us ..i love of the discussions they have and the arguments they have and its fun to be part of a worlwide sri lankan community.

next people i tage are: Sathya, Janisa, Judy, Stella, MRC and any anonymous perosn who reads this and doesnt have the guts to comment! lol

I dont know everything around me and the thigns that keep on happening to me are just fucking irritating me….seriously..I really dont knwo why the hell I am still alive… its not a day or two that I feel like this…its freaking everyday…..nothing is going right…SIMPLY NOTHING! damn..

I think the main reason for this is the fact that I hate my Chem Eng class. They are worlds most boring and selfish people put together in one room who dont give even a fuckign smile at you! Talk about friendly damn I dont think they knwo the meaning of it…. if its only one or two people in a class i dotn mind btu this is the fucking whole class…. Only thing they tlak about is studies and smile only if they want help and thats it…you are like a fool and an idiot just tryign to gain friendship but well you are a fool so YOU ARE WRONG! they onyl use you! FUCK IT MAN!
This makes me feel so lonely… I dont seem to find the meaning of going to University other than to attend boring sleepy lectures…. When i wake up first thign in the morning the thing i say to my self damn shit! I have to go through this again! why cant i simply fall into eternal sleep! SIMPly WHY CANT I!

there are some very very special friends in my life who when i feel this way I really wanna talk to…they make me so happy…i forget everythgin and simply smile when i talk to them… knwo they are busy i knwo they have their own lfie to attend to..but when i am feelign down and when they dotn come online as well I JUST GO MAADD!…i feel like breaking thigns and and cry and go to sleep…man i am pathetic

Becuase of this I get irritated with everyother thigns….its like a Domino effect….every other thign is just simply WRONG!…….my parents….my friends form srilanka…everythgin they say is just getting onto my nerves….i feel like killign my self… i am losing my appetite…my liking to study…my likign towards my violin playing…drawing….I ma just losing my fuckign energy and I NEED HELP! OR I WANNA DIE! one or the other! i simpyl cant take it anymore! some people have tried to help me out but well! nothgin seems to workout…what they sya is right but applying it is nto that easy!

I HATE THIS WORLD I WANNA DIE SOON….FUCK IT

Yup University starts again tomorrow with a Lab orientation and Professor introduction! Now it feels that 4 months of summer is not enough at all! I aint kidding…I cant wait for december…I cant wait for next May most importantly I cant wait till I get graduated! I just wanna go work rather studying 24/7 lol!

I am praying so intensely that thsi 2nd year would be much much better from the nasty first year experience I had… I dont wanna mention thsoe again but plz god show some mercy to me!

The class hours are much more intense 35 somethign hours of classes is gonna kill me! I really dont wanan miss my violin class on friday evenigns btu I really dont have time on weekdays to accomodate it! I have to do some really good weekend time management to alocate my violin lessons!

So before tomorrow I am chatting with every single person possible from Sri Lanka and else where..it soudns crazy but I wont get time to chat with them until december! AYYO! I cant stand it!
For the past few weeks i got to hear really emotional and mysterious stories form ym friends and at the climax point I have to leave them and get goign wiht my studies! grr..I miss them alot! a hell lot….the stories they tell me man they even bring me nightmares!

anyways lets hope for the best and be preapared for the worst! have fun in class guys!