Simply Irritated!
September 23, 2006I dont know everything around me and the thigns that keep on happening to me are just fucking irritating me….seriously..I really dont knwo why the hell I am still alive… its not a day or two that I feel like this…its freaking everyday…..nothing is going right…SIMPLY NOTHING! damn..
I think the main reason for this is the fact that I hate my Chem Eng class. They are worlds most boring and selfish people put together in one room who dont give even a fuckign smile at you! Talk about friendly damn I dont think they knwo the meaning of it…. if its only one or two people in a class i dotn mind btu this is the fucking whole class…. Only thing they tlak about is studies and smile only if they want help and thats it…you are like a fool and an idiot just tryign to gain friendship but well you are a fool so YOU ARE WRONG! they onyl use you! FUCK IT MAN!
This makes me feel so lonely… I dont seem to find the meaning of going to University other than to attend boring sleepy lectures…. When i wake up first thign in the morning the thing i say to my self damn shit! I have to go through this again! why cant i simply fall into eternal sleep! SIMPly WHY CANT I!
there are some very very special friends in my life who when i feel this way I really wanna talk to…they make me so happy…i forget everythgin and simply smile when i talk to them… knwo they are busy i knwo they have their own lfie to attend to..but when i am feelign down and when they dotn come online as well I JUST GO MAADD!…i feel like breaking thigns and and cry and go to sleep…man i am pathetic
Becuase of this I get irritated with everyother thigns….its like a Domino effect….every other thign is just simply WRONG!…….my parents….my friends form srilanka…everythgin they say is just getting onto my nerves….i feel like killign my self… i am losing my appetite…my liking to study…my likign towards my violin playing…drawing….I ma just losing my fuckign energy and I NEED HELP! OR I WANNA DIE! one or the other! i simpyl cant take it anymore! some people have tried to help me out but well! nothgin seems to workout…what they sya is right but applying it is nto that easy!
I HATE THIS WORLD I WANNA DIE SOON….FUCK IT
you need help. youre gonna get it. from ME. whether you like it or not. i feel the same. i cry for you.
Comment by satya — September 23, 2006 @ 4:45 pm
spend a night painting the town, come to Nuit Blanche with me. we’ll go crazy for once.
Comment by Sof — September 24, 2006 @ 5:28 pm
Gosh, you sound really fedup of life !!! What’s the problem??? It can’t simply be Chem Eng class…. Why on earth are you doing subjects that you don’t like so much???
Hmmm, I do agree that sometimes unfriendly people can really get to you. But then again that’s life we cant change them. We can try to live a better life and thereby be examples to such people out there.
Yep I do agree that there are those vicious people out there who want to use you or abuse you, keep an eye on them and at the same time keep a safe distance away from them.
Comment by Angel Eyes — December 11, 2006 @ 3:55 am