Story Baton

February 19, 2007

This Story baton was started by a guy named Yo. The objective of this is to start off with a story and every week a different blogger continues the story and uses his blog to treat as a chapter of that story. So as part of this Baton I am third in the row of writers and there are few more others to write after me. So this is Part-03 of the story started by a blogger named Theena. Check the links for the chapters before. Heres my story:

Part 01
Part 02

Zolena is how they know her here, USA, the land of dreams and opportunities. Where rumor has it that the only task you’ve got to do is dream and the rest is in this blessed land’s hands where like a Midas touch the dreams become your own reality, your destiny. When most of the world rants this mantra on and on and want to live the American Dream, how can Zolena be left out by trying her own piece of luck and hope her dreams come true too? While the rest of the world kept on chasing their dreams of becomming rich and famous, all Zolena wanted was to catch the shadow of her beloved and just become the shadow itself and live upto the saying “till death do us part”.

Ishara Zolena Perera was how she was known in the paradise land of Sri Lanka. Born to wealthy parents in Colombo, lived in a plush house overlooking the Indian Ocean where witnessing the golden sands kissing the sun glazed waters is never a dull site. Apart from the calmness of the sea the rest of the land is busy. Buzzing along like bees from dawn till dusk. Everyone wants to achieve something big, something special, something that can be passed on for generations. Hanging onto crowded buses, selling off goods in the pavement calling out to people at the top of their voices, driving through traffic, honking horns every second, melting under the hot tropical sun, nothing prevents the spirit of the people from achieving what they need! Not even Ishara even when wealth was at her finger tips and luxury was her breath, she wanted to make her own mark and show the world that she is indeed capable of something. So she worked hard and was one of the top students who entered the University of Colombo Medical school hoping in four years time she could become what her dream was and serve the country especially the poor.

Little did she know that along with studying medicine she will be also taught the lesson of undieing friendship and unconditional love. Shan he was called, who was a Business student at the same university. They both met each other during various club meetings. It was instant friendship between the two. They talked about everything, anythign possible in the whole wide world. Sharing their experiences, thoughts, outlook of their lives simply everything. They never ran out of words, subjects to talk about. They became the best buds that can never be taken apart. She began to fall in love with him even without her knowing. She began to miss him more when he was not around, thought about him day and night, sacrificed certain aspects in her life just to be with him and to make him happy. His happiness was her happiness. His passion was her passion. His life became her life. Even more the air she breathed was him! He too began to feel the love towards her but he was less expressive than she was. Wanted to live the moment with her than thinking way into the future. He was hoping that things would flourish between them in future. Until one day…

He came running to meet his best freind with tears in his eyes. First time she saw tears in the man she loved. His heart beating fast came straight upto her and says”I got this urgent call. A call from USA. I am confused. I am dieing I need your help. And I know you are the onyl person who can do this for me! Please help me” She says ” what is it, I always said Ill be there for you tell me, tell em what is it” He starts telling his story with hesitation ” It was my Ex gf. My first love. The girl I loved to death. All this happened when I lived few years in the USA. Things were doing great until she cheated on me with my best friend and that was the end of the world for me. And I shunned my self from her from the entire world and wanted to forget her so badly. But I couldnt! I really couldnt! I still loved her even after what she did to me. I didnt know what happened to her, until today she calls me and says she wants to meet me and wants to start things over again, I didnt answer her but I came running to you hoping for an answer. Ill do what ever you want me to do all I need is your help and support. Tell me Please Tell Me!” Once she hears this story she is stunned, hurt, and felt the pain of love for the first time in her life. But she knew what she wanted to tell him and started to talk putting aside her feelings towards him, ” You have to do what ever I say and I am saying this for your own good, Go to her, meet her, talk to her, and see what can be done, she needs you, More than her you need her, its your love, go!” Shan thinks for a while and slowly kisses on her cheeks and wipes his tears and says ” Thank you, I know you’ll be there for me, I am going to the US embassy first thing tomorrow, Ill call you when I reach there, good bye!”

She sees him walking away into the darkness while she begins to feel the darkness surrounding herself. She looks at him again walking far away and wipes her tears on a dark cloudy day….

Part 04
Part 05

Tagged- again

February 12, 2007

Tagged by Sophie..

—10 Firsts—
First Best Friend:: Kandeepan
First Screenname:: mmparthi
First Pet Name:: its either partha or maalu bun
First Piercing:: dont have piercings
First Crush:: A girl from my music class
First CD:: Vande Maataram by ARR
First School:: Wesley College
First House Location:: Colombo, Sri Lanka
First Kiss:: 13 or 14
First Car:: none yet

—9 Lasts—
Last Time You Smoked:: never did
Last Food You Ate:: Pakistani Kebab
Last Car Ride:: From Denatious’ house
Last Movie You Watched:: Veyyil a tamil movie
Last Phone Call:: This lady whos son I tutor
Last CD You Listened To:: Neththra
Last Bubble Bath You Took:: can’t remember
Last Song You Listened To:: Kesariya Baalm form the movie DOR
Last Words You Said:: I hate this house!

—8 Have-You-Evers—D
Dated A Best Friend:: No
Been Arrested:: nope
Been On TV:: yes
Eaten Sushi:: yes
Cheated On Your B/F or G/F:: not cheated but lied!
Been On A Blind Date:: nope
Been Out Of The Country:: yup
Been In Love:: yup

—7 Things You Are Wearing—
1:: shorts
2:: t-shirt
3:: glasses
4:: flip flops
5:: old gel!
6:: thinking…..
7:: still thinking….

—6 Things You’ve Done Today—
1:: slept
2:: watched tv
3:: homework
4:: tutored
5:: practised signing
6:: practised my violin

—5 Favorite Things (not in any order)—
1:: Music by ARR
2:: my friends all over the world
3:: sri lanka!
4:: singing
5:: books

—4 People You Most Trust—
1:: Parents
2:: myself
3:: my best friends
4:: my cousins

(in different aspects obviously)

—3 Things You Want To Do Before You Die—

1:: Live with the person I love the most
2:: Own my business
3:: rule the world!

—2 Choices—Vanilla or Chocolate:: Chocolate

Hugs or Kisses:: both
1 Person You Want To See Right Now:: Its me to know not you!

Tag-Tag- Tag Satya, Sarath, Arjuna, Tarana and who ever is reading this useless info!

Sorry….

February 9, 2007

A long journey, a wonderful journey, a journey full of love and passion, a journey that never felt tiresome or boring, a journey that I never wanted to end. A journey that I wanted to tread in every birth I take. Every breath I breathe! Every beat that my heart makes! A journey so special and sacred that gave me every strength to fight for it! A journey that I sometimes called God since I worshipped , looked up to and wanted to be with every moment of my life. A journey that had the smile of a new born, strength of a roaring lion, sweetness of nectar, brightness of the sun and above all the creation of something heavenly!

Any journey that the man kind treads has its bumpy rides and rocky roads. When I am purely human how can I be foolish to think that Ill get my lucky charm? But when the world blames it on fate I blame it on my self, my ignorance my foolishness and also my eternal love. Its me who brought this journey to this sudden pause. this sudden confusion. this sudden feeling of losing. this sudden darkness. this sudden dissapointment. Oh shut up this sudden unbearable pain! Its me Its me Its me! I hurt this journey so much knowingly! I lied knowingly! I acted upon it knowingly! No choice but to keep repeating it knowingly becuase….becuase I Love this journey whole heatedly!

I know its pain, I know its suffering, I know its just living dead, but I had no choice nor could I control my self but to watch this journey get muddy by the tears of it self. no cloth to wipe, no lap to rest, no love that can kiss goodnight! I am standing now with guilt and shame no words to say except SORRY!

Good or Bad its all in Your Hands!

February 4, 2007

As all of you know or realised by now that life is a cycle. One day you are Happy and the other day you are Sad, one day rich and the other day poor, one day is filled with love and passion and the other is just anger and depression! Its all a cycle you never know what will happen next or as a human have the ability to magically turn it around!

I have been going through alot of hardships lately and other than complaining about it and saying how could this happen to me I also rant about how it was becuase of this person I am feelign down and only becuase of that person I feel so depressed! I just blame it on everybody else saying they were responsible for what I am going through today and the only thign I did was the right thing! But I think a few events that happened to me within the course of this week enlightened me alot! I should say alot! I dont know If I have put it in practice but I know one thing for sure I have started to take my life through that path!

And what is this path? YOU are responsible for what you go through your life! Maybe its the smallest thing you did and you totally forget about or its the biggest blunder you ever did. Its all you! YOU AND YOU! Sometimes the smallest things you do bring the biggest disasters and the biggest thing you do bring the smallest of all disasters.. But thats not my point. Anything you go through is all becuase of you! Dont blame it on others! You are responsible for your own actions not others!

Another lesson I learnt was stop revolving about the negative aspects of life. The losses in life. The pain in life. The more you revolve around them the more you are going to be suffering throughout it without an end. And the more you revolve around sadness the more sadness you are going to experience. Not the other way around! Being negative about things and complaining about things or crying over what had happened is not going to do any good! MOVE ON! Look at what you have not what you dont have. Maybe you dont have what someone else has but at the same time theres so many people out there who are way more happy with the fraction of what you have!

So heres the deal! Be positive! Be happy! Even if sad thigns keep on happening take it as a challenge and dela with it and work hard to get over it rather than complaining! To finish off I think this quote has so much meaning to it:

“OBSTACLES ARE WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR EYES OFF YOUR GOAL”