Sorry….
February 9, 2007A long journey, a wonderful journey, a journey full of love and passion, a journey that never felt tiresome or boring, a journey that I never wanted to end. A journey that I wanted to tread in every birth I take. Every breath I breathe! Every beat that my heart makes! A journey so special and sacred that gave me every strength to fight for it! A journey that I sometimes called God since I worshipped , looked up to and wanted to be with every moment of my life. A journey that had the smile of a new born, strength of a roaring lion, sweetness of nectar, brightness of the sun and above all the creation of something heavenly!
Any journey that the man kind treads has its bumpy rides and rocky roads. When I am purely human how can I be foolish to think that Ill get my lucky charm? But when the world blames it on fate I blame it on my self, my ignorance my foolishness and also my eternal love. Its me who brought this journey to this sudden pause. this sudden confusion. this sudden feeling of losing. this sudden darkness. this sudden dissapointment. Oh shut up this sudden unbearable pain! Its me Its me Its me! I hurt this journey so much knowingly! I lied knowingly! I acted upon it knowingly! No choice but to keep repeating it knowingly becuase….becuase I Love this journey whole heatedly!
I know its pain, I know its suffering, I know its just living dead, but I had no choice nor could I control my self but to watch this journey get muddy by the tears of it self. no cloth to wipe, no lap to rest, no love that can kiss goodnight! I am standing now with guilt and shame no words to say except SORRY!
