words of wisdom

Woken up by the shine of sun? Oh its not me..
Woken by the thoughts of you
the love for you I carry
When the rest of the world
begins with a yawn and stretch
I just begin with a smile,
of your charming sketch
deep inside
my mind
Oh god
what joy!

From dawn till dusk
playing with the
memories I have
of you from the past,
the present,
the future of course.
Smiling with passion
crying with you
of compassion
But being there
with you foremost
Ill be your phoenix
flaming bright
with your love,
healing every wound
of yours
with tears of mine
I swear!

Before I sleep
I look into the night,
the calm silent night
and make a wish
to the stars so bright!
that you and me
with smiles so wide
will spread love hope and joy
to this world so it can enjoy
and close my eyes to kiss goodnight
and be with you on sweet dream tonight!

A long journey, a wonderful journey, a journey full of love and passion, a journey that never felt tiresome or boring, a journey that I never wanted to end. A journey that I wanted to tread in every birth I take. Every breath I breathe! Every beat that my heart makes! A journey so special and sacred that gave me every strength to fight for it! A journey that I sometimes called God since I worshipped , looked up to and wanted to be with every moment of my life. A journey that had the smile of a new born, strength of a roaring lion, sweetness of nectar, brightness of the sun and above all the creation of something heavenly!

I know its pain, I know its suffering, I know its just living dead, but I had no choice nor could I control my self but to watch this journey get muddy by the tears of it self. no cloth to wipe, no lap to rest, no love that can kiss goodnight! I am standing now with guilt and shame no words to say except SORRY!

Yesterday nite was just a memorable day! few days before I saw the annoucement for Skule nite auditions and I was really longing to go and audition for it… The thing witht hsi audition wa sthat we needed to go with partners….therefore I asked Ross to come with me so we both signed up for the auditions!
At first I thought as it was a musical drama the auditon is about how wellw e sing therefore iw a sonly prepared to sing…but when I went there I found out that we have to audition for singing, act out a monologue and a dialogue given by them and also learn a dance routine and perform it!
it was such a surprise!

there was no goign back for me therefore we just signed the papers and we were sent for the first auditon which was dancing!
we went in to the room and this girl taught us some dance routines! I ve never danced for choreographed dance routines with beats to keep in mind! she taught us the dance very well and then we had to perform it to her…we nailed it! she said never has a dance auditon go so smoothly as we danced well! what a releif! and now onto singing auditions…>

the guy warmed up our voices and we did all the me me ma stuff and do re mi stuff and we ahd to perform our individual pieces,,,,then we had to sing this camp song which went like

“fires burning, fires burning! draw nearer draw nearer,
in the glowing, in the glowing. come sing and be merry!”

then atlast to our final audition whihc was acting! for this first we had to do our monologues…then we have to do the monologues repeatedly with different scenarios set by the judges… for me i got a drill sergent, police officer…lottery winner and finally south asian accent whcih i bombed being south asian it didnt sound south asian at all!

anyways it was all a fun experience! never expected any kind of auditions like this! dont knwo whether we are selected for skule nite! lets wait and see!

At last the time I spend at Woburn Collegiate Institute ended officially even though I will visit them when ever I can. Commencement was good and it was great to see all the faces that walked with me the woburn journey; teachers and students. I should say most of them were well dressed and the smiles brought back all the good memories we had to gether.

The commencement started off with Wind Ensemble playing their part and it was great. I thought they did a great job with all the new faces in it. Then the prize giving and then came our Valedictorian, Pranavi’s speech. I thought the speech was very touching and very intersting to hear eventhough I knew she didnt mean it in her heart. I liked it when she said “Jay hows your neck doing?”. It was classic eventhough Jay wasnt present at the ceremony.
Then came the Wild cat song and then we had the reception!
It was all a fun filled evening! and I will miss Woburn afterall I guess eventhough I was saying that i wont and i dont.

Anyways I aced the chem 25% which I ma very happy about! another midterm to go and then back to the routine small tests!
On a last note if anybody has any kinda commencement pictures please send them to me…please dont hesitate.
Enjoy life!

Hey Guys!
I didnt update for a while as there was nothing special going on in my life except work, home, eating, sleeping and shopping.

This is the first summer out of three summers that I actually did a paying job. During last summers I only did volunteer work. But even though the expectations are high when you are doing a job that you get paid I really had fun in this job than any of my previous volunteer experiences. I really loved the working environment. Everyone was friendly with me for the main reason that I was one of 2 kids there. Everyone helped me and was joking around all the time it was all a happy place. I never saw a sad face at work. Tuesdays were the busiest days. But fridays is so boring as its the elast busiest day so about half the time I dont have anythign to do except read every single news in the news papers and hang around other people and just talk crap. The best thing about it was that my boss is so fine with it as long as ive done my job and I dont distract the others from thier work.
The barbeques and the surprise birthday parties were amazing! What more can u ask for?
The main thing that I noticed during my stay there was that it reminded me of my high school life. Why? This is how it goes. Theres always one jerk. Always picks on people. Tells the non funniest jokes to get attention. And just bosses the others around..just to show his power…but in reality hes none of those crap..

One lazy one. Always eating… without a break.. Then during the lunch trying to get other peoples food too.. then work as slowly as possible. and clean up his work area 30 minutes before the time he should leave and just hang around.

Then there is always the good one. Comes on time… Stays late if there is extra work. Tries to do more than what he’s supposed to do. Takes no holidays or takes no sick leaves. Always the boss’s pet!

Then there is the good funny guy… Good decent jokes…doesnt offend any body… and helpful…and just plays around…every body likes him… sometimes the kid in the workplace if the summer students are gone…

Then there was this lady …who was the loudest one! Always cursing people in her language… and doesnt laugh or gives a warm smile at you at all…. The best part about her is when she goes to the washroom..why? it takes exactly no more or less than 15 seconds to do all her thing in the wash room! Cant beleive it? U sure have to…

Then there was this guy named Parthi… And another high school girl…We both were always the couple there! Lol…Same as in high school…..they make up their own couple.. Always making each other look at the other and blush… and making us to go out and have a date..lol

Wwow…That sure reminded me of high school…all sorts of people…in their childish mind…. I really had fun observing these people.. The best thing was that the boss didnt want to let me go… He wanted me to stay and let a veteran of this work place to University.But I said no as I have a long journey to make…But I got hired for next year too… with a salary increase! Yippie! I havent thought about next year though but I dont need to worry tooo much about getting a job!
Anyways it was a lot of fun!
Hope u guys had a great time at work too!