My Pillow and I

May 18, 2007

The clouds are rumbling
waiting to release its pain
howling and howling
making me look
at my own stain

The sky starts showering
I cannot contain
I moistened the soil
as if there isn’t enough rain

I walk alone
path by path
I’m slapping
on my face
for my own
disgrace
and you are running away
from my sweet embrace

Once we shared passion
I know now we don’t
once we shared deep love
do you now?
You cant say no
Oh no you wont!

Love is such a
cursed word
after you left away
the day is full of
darkness
I think,
I am becoming
my own darn prey!

I’m waiting and waiting
till the sun’s all gone
where the world is at peace
and a long way from dawn

In bed I think
the days we made love
the night so long
when we touched
the lord above.
The days without you
I want to say good bye
but until then
its my pillow and I

rock bottom…

March 20, 2007

here i stand confused
looking around me,
here i stand bruised
seeking for key

its no key thats
gold or silver
oh dont bother
it doesnt have a shape
and i do quiver

its all black and white
in this maze around me
no laughter, no joy
just long lost love
and mind killing pain
running all over
like a mad man
hitting thorn after thorn
im just in vain

im deserted
no hand to hold
im calling out
no soul that unfolds
im weeping all over
washing my dull face
hoping for some success
oh.. im all over the place!

i will fight this battle
ill make my dreams
come true
ill scare those
bad omens
my pains and all? ADIEU!

You!

March 4, 2007

Woken up by the shine of sun? Oh its not me..
Woken by the thoughts of you
the love for you I carry
When the rest of the world
begins with a yawn and stretch
I just begin with a smile,
of your charming sketch
deep inside
my mind
Oh god
what joy!

From dawn till dusk
playing with the
memories I have
of you from the past,
the present,
the future of course.
Smiling with passion
crying with you
of compassion
But being there
with you foremost
Ill be your phoenix
flaming bright
with your love,
healing every wound
of yours
with tears of mine
I swear!

Before I sleep
I look into the night,
the calm silent night
and make a wish
to the stars so bright!
that you and me
with smiles so wide
will spread love hope and joy
to this world so it can enjoy
and close my eyes to kiss goodnight
and be with you on sweet dream tonight!